Saturday, August 16, 2025

Dreamgate 2025

Just before my last two naps, as I was falling asleep on the couch, a visualization arose. There were two rectangles, like dominos on their sides, each with 2 symbols and they were transparent and rotating. I had to mentally match the symbols in order to pass and reach dream state. Cool, but what if it happens again and I can't solve the puzzle? 

After this last experience (which includes the nap) I oddly feel...better!

Fascinating.

Wednesday, May 28, 2025

Intense


 

I am not sure who I am right now.

This:

out of control

ultra alert

having different routines

existing in different places.

I can't breathe.

I eat at different times, watch different movies. I never feel quite hungry, like before. How can everything be so FAST when time has actually slowed down? Things blurry, but sharp.

Things don't look the same either. My living room is not mine. My kitchen is not mine. My backyard is not mine. My shoes are not mine. My plants are not mine. My food is not mine. My containers are not mine. The air I can't breathe is not mine.

My clothes are, sadly, mine.

There is something else in the space that I should be.

My heart is loud and my stomach feels foreign.

I am reluctantly floating.

And shaky.

Biological detritus. 

Belonging nowhere.

Sunday, April 13, 2025

Magnetar



A magnetar is a dead star with a magnetic field so powerful it can tear atoms apart and fry electronics from thousands of miles away—if it were that close. It's the twisted corpse of a massive star, spinning slowly, and sometimes unleashing violent bursts of X-rays and gamma rays that can outshine entire galaxies for a split second.

                                   Luckily, the nearest one is 9,000 light-years away. For now.

The Sound Of A Magnetar

Magnetar by Ohmie

Edges



Today when I was running and thinking something incredible happened. I could almost see how the edges of things blurred together, and I could clearly and plainly sense/feel/perceive it right in front of me as I passed the wall at the end of my cul-de-sac.

Friday, March 14, 2025

The Sound Of The Big Bang


 

I was thinking about the Big Bang. Bangs have force and sound. Can a bang have an immense force without a sound? In space there is no medium in which to carry the sound. Does it? I remember the line in Event Horizon, one of my favorite movies: "In space no one can hear you scream." 

So. Let's get at this:

"Sound waves are mechanical waves that need a medium like air, water or a solid to travel. Sound waves are slow (approx 343 m/s in the air). Surprisingly, they travel faster in denser materials like water and steel (~1480 m/s and ~960 m/s respectively.)

Light waves are electromagnetic waves that do not need a medium and can travel through space. These waves travel as transverse waves, meaning the electric and magnetic fields oscillate perpendicular to the direction of travel, like in radio waves, sunlight and X-rays. These waves travel at 299,792,458 m/s in a vacuum, but slow down through materials like glass and water


3. How They Move

Sound: Moves by compressing and expanding particles in a medium (compression and rarefaction).

Light: Moves as oscillating electric and magnetic fields (electromagnetic radiation).

4. Frequency & Perception

Sound Waves → Frequency = Pitch


Measured in Hertz (Hz).

Humans hear from 20 Hz (low bass) to 20,000 Hz (high treble).

Light Waves → Frequency = Color


Measured in Terahertz (THz) or nanometers (nm).

Visible light ranges from red (low frequency) to violet (high frequency).

5. Can They Travel in Space? 🚀

Sound ❌ No, space is a vacuum, so there are no particles to carry the wave.

Light ✅ Yes! That’s why we can see stars from millions of light-years away.

Summary Table

Feature Sound Waves Light Waves

Type of Wave Mechanical (needs medium) Electromagnetic (no medium needed)

Motion Longitudinal (parallel to wave direction) Transverse (perpendicular to wave direction)

Speed ~343 m/s in air ~300,000,000 m/s in vacuum

Can travel in space? ❌ No ✅ Yes

Frequency Affects Pitch (low = bass, high = treble) Color (low = red, high = violet)

Both are crucial for how we experience the world—sound for communication and music, and light for vision and energy." ChatGPT


Did the Big Bang make a sound? Does that mean anything?

Tuesday, March 11, 2025

Cognitio


I had a mind blowing thought last night that kept me awake much longer than I wanted to. It was something obvious, something that's been right in front of (and perhaps behind) my face. After a series of micro revelations over the past several months, thinking almost compulsively about such things as the mind, the universe, quantum physics, black holes, magnetars, quasars, white holes, worm holes, time travel, death anxiety, AI, a theory of everything and the nature of reality in general, it finally hit me.

CONSIOUSNESS.

That's the fundamental "substance" of reality.

It explains EVERYTHING. It would explain "spooky action at a distance" and connect perspectives on telepathy with quantum physics. 

I'm going to start blogging all the thoughts I have about all of this and and more! Maybe I'll find something. Or not. But this is the most excited I've been about blogging for along time.